{"id":381,"date":"2019-04-12T16:09:38","date_gmt":"2019-04-12T16:09:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/english.illinoisstate.edu\/euphemism\/14-2\/?page_id=381"},"modified":"2019-04-12T16:10:07","modified_gmt":"2019-04-12T16:10:07","slug":"my-old-man","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/14-2\/my-old-man\/","title":{"rendered":"My Old Man"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<h4>Emily Ruby<\/h4>\n<p style=\"text-align: right\"><span data-contrast=\"none\">With your eyes, I am able to see<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;335551550&quot;:3,&quot;335551620&quot;:3}\">\u00a0<br \/><\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">My sternum pains and weakens<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;335551550&quot;:3,&quot;335551620&quot;:3}\">\u00a0<br \/><\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">Breath does not come as easy now<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;335551550&quot;:3,&quot;335551620&quot;:3}\">\u00a0<br \/><\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">The number on the clock rises,<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;335551550&quot;:3,&quot;335551620&quot;:3}\">\u00a0<br \/><\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">Then resets like it did the day before<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;335551550&quot;:3,&quot;335551620&quot;:3}\">\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right\"><span data-contrast=\"none\">Again, the wheels leave parallel lines in the snow<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;335551550&quot;:3,&quot;335551620&quot;:3}\">\u00a0<br \/><\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">I go about my night,<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;335551550&quot;:3,&quot;335551620&quot;:3}\">\u00a0<br \/><\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">But check the window every now and then<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;335551550&quot;:3,&quot;335551620&quot;:3}\"> <br \/><\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">Patiently waiting for the marks to be refilled with rubber<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;335551550&quot;:3,&quot;335551620&quot;:3}\">\u00a0<br \/><\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">And headlights to seep through the small crevices in my blinds<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;335551550&quot;:3,&quot;335551620&quot;:3}\">\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right\"><span data-contrast=\"none\">Of course<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">\u00a0this isn\u2019t the first time you\u2019ve ignored my calls<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;335551550&quot;:3,&quot;335551620&quot;:3}\">\u00a0<br \/><\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">It\u2019s not the second time either<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;335551550&quot;:3,&quot;335551620&quot;:3}\">\u00a0<br \/><\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">A familiar tune sings to me and it sounds like your voice<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;335551550&quot;:3,&quot;335551620&quot;:3}\">\u00a0<br \/><\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">I can\u2019t tell if this embrace is blithe or if it is ominous<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;335551550&quot;:3,&quot;335551620&quot;:3}\">\u00a0<br \/><\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">My mind is often teased by the two<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;335551550&quot;:3,&quot;335551620&quot;:3}\">\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right\"><span data-contrast=\"none\">Finally, the driveway loses vacancy<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;335551550&quot;:3,&quot;335551620&quot;:3}\">\u00a0<br \/><\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">Is it you?\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;335551550&quot;:3,&quot;335551620&quot;:3}\">\u00a0<br \/><\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">The\u00a0<\/span><i><span data-contrast=\"none\">good\u00a0<\/span><\/i><span data-contrast=\"none\">you?\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;335551550&quot;:3,&quot;335551620&quot;:3}\">\u00a0<br \/><\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">I will know once the front door swings open<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;335551550&quot;:3,&quot;335551620&quot;:3}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right\">\u00a0<br \/>\u00a0<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Emily Ruby With your eyes, I am able to see\u00a0My sternum pains and weakens\u00a0Breath does not come as easy now\u00a0The number on the clock rises,\u00a0Then resets like it did the day before\u00a0\u00a0 Again, the wheels leave parallel lines in the snow\u00a0I go about my night,\u00a0But check the window every now and then Patiently waiting for 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