{"id":227,"date":"2019-11-22T21:37:10","date_gmt":"2019-11-22T21:37:10","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/english.illinoisstate.edu\/euphemism\/15-1\/?page_id=227"},"modified":"2019-12-06T21:49:42","modified_gmt":"2019-12-06T21:49:42","slug":"the-venus-fly-trap","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/15-1\/the-venus-fly-trap\/","title":{"rendered":"The Venus Fly Trap"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<h5>by Jillian Appel<\/h5>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">The first time he saw her was on a Sunday afternoon. The sun was shining and it was unseasonably warm. <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">She stood outside of an ice cream parlor texting with her plush lips pushed into a slight pout and her well-groomed eyebrows knit together. <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">She was dressed nice<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> and<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> her hair and makeup <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">were\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">done. He suspected she was on a date, or at least she was supposed to be on one.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">She angrily shoved her phone in her pocket before storming into the parlor. He was tempted to follow her in but quickly decided against it. Instead he chose to observe her more openly, peering into the window from his seat with a bored expression to appear as if he was just people watching. <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">But<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> his eyes remained glued to her.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">He watches as she pulls her phone from her pocket again, this time though she appears to be going though social media as she appeared to be less troubled, and more amused with the screen. When she finally reached the counter, she fished through her purse for her wallet. In the process she pulled out her car keys and name tag.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Bingo.<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">He recognized the name tag. It was for a local bookstore. A bookstore with only one location nearby.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">The name tag was back in her purse as quickly as it was removed, preventing him from making out a name. It didn\u2019t matter, he knew where to look now. He knew where to wait now. Though, he still watched as she paid, collected her ice cream, and left\u2014likely back to her car so she wouldn\u2019t be seen eating alone.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">He finished his ice cream\u2014<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">outside in the heat. The image of her long hair swaying in the soft breeze, the way her hips moved as she walked<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> and her soft figure.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">She was just his type.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">As he stood to throw away his <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">trash,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> he couldn\u2019t help but wonder how soft her skin would be, after he cut it up.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span data-contrast=\"auto\">. . . . . \u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">He waited a week before <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">going<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> to the bookstore, at least, he waited in the parking lot everyday for a week to figure out what days she worked before stepping foot in the store. <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">His heartbeat quickened at the thought of seeing her again, making him have a slight skip in his step.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">He saw her as soon as he walked in. She stood behind the register, wearing a pink button-up tucked into a black pencil skirt. When she saw him, she gave a polite smile and then returned her attention to the customers waiting in line. He slinked further into the store, carefully looking at the shelves and taking time to pick a book. He wasn\u2019t a regular, and he didn\u2019t want anything other than her\u2014but he had to make it look <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">like he<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> wanted a book but didn\u2019t know which one.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u201cCan I help you find something?\u201d He wasn\u2019t surprised an employee wandered over to ask if he needed assistance. H<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">e<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> looked the girl over. They <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">had a mousy <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">demeanor<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> and messy hair accompanied by thick-rimmed glasses.<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> Their posture was hunched and they were <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">as thin as a pole.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Not his type at all.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u201cNo, I\u2019m just browsing,\u201d he replied curtly but still polite. They only gave a small smile in return before scurrying away to bother someone else. He waited another few minutes before grabbing a random book off the shelf and walking over to get in line to check-out.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">The line wasn\u2019t very long. Before he knew <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">it,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> he was standing in front of an angel.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">She was even prettier <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">then<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> he remembered. Her hair was pulled back now, but she wore no makeup. She looked tired, but her skin still glowed healthy and clear. Her eyes are shiny and bright. Her teeth are white when she smiles. It all takes his breath away.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u201cDid you find everything alright?\u201d Even her voice was perfect; a low and smooth alto like velvet instead of a screeching soprano.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u201cYes, I did\u2026\u201d his voice trailed off as his eyes focused on her name tag. \u201cLily.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">They stood in silence for a few moments while she rang up his book. She asked a few questions and he agreed to a membership with the store. Just so he had the excuse to talk to her a little longer. He handed her his driver<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u2019<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">s license with ease, not even worried about if Lily could identify him. Dead girls couldn\u2019t say no and she had no reason to cry wolf.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u201cHere you go John,\u201d Lily said with a glowing smile as she handed him back his driver\u2019s license.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u201cThanks,\u201d John replied\u2014relishing how her soft fingers gently grazed his own. <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">She also handed him his member card before finishing the transaction and handing him a tan shopping bag with his book.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">He promptly left the store then with a satisfied grin. So, Lily was her name. So sweet and pure, it truly was fitting. It burned <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">its<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> way into his memory to the point of her name b<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">ecame<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> a blaring siren in his head.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Entering his car, he didn\u2019t wait long before pulling out his phone to find her on social media. He couldn\u2019t find a Twitter, and her Facebook was only viewable by friends. <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Her Instagram though, that was open to public viewing. Her gallery was filled with photos of various plants that she had adorably named <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">human names<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> like Finn and Henry along with pictures of her cat. There were photos of her in cocktail dresses with a few girlfriends and some funny pictures referencing TV shows.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">There were no photos of men<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> and<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> no photos of family.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">She posted regularly, which was a minor annoyance at best since she did appear to have some friends. However, that was easily fixed with access to her phone.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">John drove home and then continued to analyze her habits.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Lily <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Malcolski<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> was a <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">twenty-one-year-old<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> student majoring in botany. <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">The one true love of her life was her plants she kept alive in her basement with the help of a sprinkler system and some powerful UV lights. <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">She live<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">s<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> alone in a house her parents rent for her. Trust-fund baby and such. She worked most of the week and partied at night on the weekend.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Well, it looked like he was going to have to iron his button-up shirt soon.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span data-contrast=\"auto\">. . . . . \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">To be safe, he waited two weeks before he went out to \u201cbump into\u201d Lily.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Two, agonizing<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">, weeks before he could see her again. All the while the only contact he had was seeing her posts on Instagram, following her under a made-up account. She was trying to decide what to plant next in her garden.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">He often found himself staring at her picture<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> for hours. Touching himself, imagining her soaked in her own blood. Her body cold as he crawled on top of her. The sound of his skin hitting hers.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Maybe he would even have her alive for a round or two, so he could hear her soft whimpers of pain and pleasure. He would make sure she felt good first. To see that conflict in her eyes.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">He shook his head abruptly. He could debate what to do later. First, he had to get ahold of her.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">The club she was at was a hole-in-the-wall. Not at all where he would expect his precious Lily to be. However, he still found himself shrugging off the development and pushing forward. He slipped the bouncer a twenty and entered the establishment.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Thankfully, the inside was much better looking then the outside of the establishment. The place was still dimly lit and the music was still slightly trashy for his taste, but at least nothing appeared to warrant a call to the health department.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">He scanned the bar and his eyes seemed to almost magnetize themselves to her. Lily sat alone on a bar stool with a cocktail glass in front of her, eyes glazed over as if lost in thought. He guessed her friends had decided to stay in for the night. That or they had already paired off for the night with some guy<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">s<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> they <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">had <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">picked up.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">He wondered if they would miss her when she was gone.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Smiling, he prepared to make his entrance. The key was confidence but remaining grounded. If he was over confident, he would come off as a jerk which would make getting her to trust him much more difficult. If he was underconfident she would lose interest.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u201cHi,\u201d he said trying to come off as safe or nice. She blinked and looked at him with wide doe-eyes. He had to restrain himself <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">from grabbing her to destroy that sweet innocents then and there.\u00a0 \u201cCan I buy you a drink?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u201cOnly if I can buy you one too,\u201d she retorted with a coy smile and a small laugh.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u201cI think I can live with those terms,\u201d He said before taking a seat on the bar stool next to her.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">She was quick to wave over the bartender, a lanky boy with an ill fitted shirt and dress pants and shaggy hair hanging in his face. <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">His eyes lit up when he saw her and John could briefly understand the desire that filled them when Lily was in the line of sight. Too bad she would never entertain a guy like him. Not a guy who couldn\u2019t even talk to her.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u201cA vodka soda for the gentlemen,\u201d she said smoothly to which he just nodded.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u201cAnd a martini for her, dry.\u201d He gave her a wink as he said it and she shyly brushed her hair behind her ear. The night might be easier <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">then<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> he thought.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">The rest was a whirlwind of drinks and casual conversation as time passed by quicker <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">then<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> he would have liked. He needed to act quick if he was going to get this done. The longer he waited the more likely she was to tell someone about him. God, what kind of liquor had she ordered for him?\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559731&quot;:720,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">His head was feeling fuzzy. He was vaguely aware of Lily grabbing him and letting his body lean on hers. He could hear her laugh and felt his body moving almost on its own. Then everything seemed to black out. It was a shame he messed up. She would have been his masterpiece.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">. . . . . \u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">When John woke up in the morning, he was hit with a horrible head ache and a bright light. His head felt heavy as he slowly lifted his head up\u2026<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Wait, lifting his head up? He should be sitting up, not just lifting his head up.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">In a panic, John\u2019s eyes few open and his attempted to jerk his arms closer to his body. <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">But he was only met with resistance and the cutting feeling of plastic on his wrists. His vision was over loaded as he tried to take in his surroundings.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">There was a lot of green where he was and a few splashes of other vibrant colors. He could tell he was in a sturdy wooden chair from feeling and looking down in an attempt to stay calm. When he looked up again, he could see the wide array of plants. Some were more tropical<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> others more domestic. <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Yet, it all felt eerily familiar as if he had seen the garden a million times before.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">John looked up and was met with blinding, florescent lights. So, wherever was he was it was inside.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u201cGood morning.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">He jumped at the intrusive sound and his head turned sharply to face the source. And, as soon as his eyes met the source, the entirety of the previous night came flooding back. The club, the drinks, Lily\u2014it all came back in a whirlwind. But it didn\u2019t explain anything other then how he got to Lily\u2019s house and in her greenhouse\/basement.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">It didn\u2019t explain why he was strapped to a chair. Or why she brought him back to her place. Or why she now stood in front of him with a cup of coffee in hand like it was the most casual thing in the world to have a stranger tied up in her house.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u201cDid I do something last night to warrant being tied up or is this just some kind of kinky foreplay?\u201d <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">He joked as he spoke, but something about the way she just stood there out of reach both upset and unsettled him.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">She didn\u2019t reply right away. Instead she took a long drink from her mug and eyed him curiously. Studying him for something, with the same unbridled inquisition of a child picking apart an insect.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u201cIf you\u2019re going to try and make a girl forget she met you, then you should try to be less interesting.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">His breath hitched.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">This wasn\u2019t the first time a girl recognized him. Faces aren\u2019t always easy to forget and if they found him attractive, they would be more inclined to remember what he looked like. <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">But t<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">his was still the first time one brought him home and tied him up.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u201cIf you recognized me from the bookstore you should have just said something last night.\u201d He gave an easy smile to her, but she still looked at him curiously. It made his stomach roll.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u201cI wasn\u2019t talking about the bookstore.\u201d As soon as the words fell from her lips, the color drained from his face. She had noticed him at the ice cream parlor. While this situation still wasn\u2019t as bad as it could have been it did begin to draw out some panic. She could call the police for <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">stalking<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">, claiming to tie him up for <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">safety measures <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">after he had propositioned her, then <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">they<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> issue <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">a restraining<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> order. That would be the least of the issues he could deal with.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">But<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> if an officer got nosey about him\u2014where he had been<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u2014then he ran the risk of them noticing the match up between where he had been and a long list of<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> missing persons and murders<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">. Then it would be over for him. His endless escapades would be over. Not ever to feel the rush of adrenaline as he ended another life. Never feel soft, cool skin pressed against his own<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> again.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">He would rather be dead then experience that torcher.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u201cPlease,\u201d he began to beg\u2014letting his head fall forward. <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u201cI couldn\u2019t help myself. I didn\u2019t mean to frighten you, but I didn\u2019t know how to approach you. Even at the club I felt like I was going to be sick with verves. So please, don\u2019t call the cops. I\u2019ll leave you alone I swear.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">There was a breath. Then laughter. John peaked up and saw Lily smiling as she continued to laugh with fingers running though her hair. He might have admired the view if he wasn\u2019t so conflicted about the predicament, he was in. The sound continued on for several minutes before dying down and her eyes fixed on him again. But this time she looked like a cat about to play with a mouse.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u201cOh honey,\u201d she purred. \u201cThat should be the least of your worries.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u201cWhat do you\u2026\u201d He trailed off as she stepped forward leaning over to look closer at him, but she still remained out of reach.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u201cJohn Davis, you really should make your social media pages more secure,\u201d she said with a smile but it only increased his confusion and anxiety. \u201cI know everything about you. Only child, an orphan, working as a traveling sales man. Not to mention, every town you have been to has an unsolved murder or missing persons reported shortly after you passing though for your work.\u201d<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">He was shaking now, as a result of her over confidence while she rattled off the facts of the cases and how she always kept a close eye on the news concerning murders and missing persons. <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">So,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> finding the <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">connection<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> between the two was never hard.<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> He was shaking now but he couldn\u2019t tell if the reaction was coaxed out of him by anger or fear<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">. <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Anger of her mocking and underestimating him, at her lack of fear. And his own fear developing from her lack thereof.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u201cAnd to think, such an interesting catch from just flashing a name tag.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">He digs his nails into the chair. The idea of her name tag being flashed on purpose had never occurred to him. But he still refused to show fear. Not to some cocky college student.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u201cSmart enough to give a hint where to find you again and track my history, but du<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">m<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">b enough to hope a few drinks would keep me drunk enough while you tied me up.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u201cYou were drugged not drunk, idiot.\u201d <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">She rolled her eyes and took another sip of coffee, clearly less amused by him baring his teeth at her.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u201cWhat?\u201d His face must have shown a good bit of confusion again because she laughed once more.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u201cThe bartender is obsessed with me. After catching him going through my garbage he agreed to do what I said if I didn\u2019t turn hi<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">m<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> in for stalking<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">, much like you begged a few minutes ago,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> and I took advantage of that. Now anytime I order as specific drink he drugs it. He really is a good boy. Does what he\u2019s told an doesn\u2019t ask questions, sometimes I even throw out good underwear as a reward for him.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">John felt little anger now. Now all he felt was fear.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u201cWhat are you going to do with me? Since you obviously aren\u2019t turning me into the police.\u201d He did his best to stop his voice from shaking, but failed as his sentence broke in strange places.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Lily smiled in response before pulling something out of the back pocket of her pants. <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">His eyes quickly widened in recognition. It was the<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> knife he kept in his <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">poket<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">. Th knife he used on all the girls before. The knife he used to cut them up and make them pretty<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">. <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">She circled him a bit, letting the cool steel run up his body. He jerked his best to try and get away, upset the chair, break the zip ties\u2014anything. <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">But nothing gave. Finally, she was in front of him again and she calmly sat in his lap. The palm of her hand caressing his clammy cheek.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Then a cut across his cheek.\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u201cI<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> wonder<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">: how<\/span> <span data-contrast=\"auto\">long <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">can I <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">play with you until you bleed to death?\u201d<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">The answer<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">: t<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">hree hours, of endless screaming no one could hear.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259,&quot;469777462&quot;:[720,1440,2160,2880,3600,4320,5040,8148],&quot;469777927&quot;:[0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0],&quot;469777928&quot;:[1,1,1,1,1,1,1,1]}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span data-contrast=\"auto\">. . . . . \u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Lily made a post on Instagram later that night. She was smiling with dirt lightly smudging her face. The photo was in her basement garden and there was a new patch of Venus flytraps on the ground.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">The caption read: \u201cMeet my new Venus flytrap patch, John.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>by Jillian Appel The first time he saw her was on a Sunday afternoon. The sun was shining and it was unseasonably warm. She stood outside of an ice cream parlor texting with her plush lips pushed into a slight pout and her well-groomed eyebrows knit together. 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