{"id":64,"date":"2019-11-20T16:43:27","date_gmt":"2019-11-20T16:43:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/english.illinoisstate.edu\/euphemism\/15-1\/?page_id=64"},"modified":"2019-12-06T21:49:07","modified_gmt":"2019-12-06T21:49:07","slug":"self-portrait","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/15-1\/self-portrait\/","title":{"rendered":"Self-Portrait"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<h5>by John Grey<\/h5>\n\n\n\n<p>Impact \u2013 cue ball&nbsp;<br>smacks against solid green \u2013&nbsp;<br>drops it in the hole,&nbsp;<br>backspins toward the waiting yellow.&nbsp;<br>What\u2019s not to love?&nbsp;<\/p><br>\n\n\n\n<p>Chalking the tip of the stick,&nbsp;<br>gripping it tight but tender,<br>lined up on the rail:&nbsp;<br>eye, colors, the abyss.&nbsp;<br>When is vision ever as unclogged?&nbsp;<br>The point so obvious?&nbsp;<\/p><br>\n\n\n\n<p>The bartender, the drinkers,<br>are oblivious.\u00a0<br>Conversations, smoke,\u00a0\u00a0<br>laughter, jukebox music,\u00a0<br>have nothing to do\u00a0<br>with my mastery of geometry.<\/p><br>\n\n\n\n<p>But I\u2019m on a roll.&nbsp;<br>The balls are falling.&nbsp;<br>On a bounded table,&nbsp;<br>slabs of slate&nbsp;&nbsp;<br>clothed in felt,&nbsp;<br>there is none can beat me this night.&nbsp;<br>Who\u2019s not to adore?&nbsp;<\/p><br>\n\n\n\n<p>A self-portrait?&nbsp;<\/p><br>\n\n\n\n<p>No, a soliloquy&nbsp;<br>where the protagonist stands alone,&nbsp;<br>scrutinizes the nature of the world,&nbsp;<br>comes to terms&nbsp;<br>with his own place in it.&nbsp;<\/p><br>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">In this case,&nbsp;<br>pool stick in hand,&nbsp;<br>balls racked and ready,&nbsp;<br>waving a sawbuck&nbsp;<br>at any fool enough to play me.&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>by John Grey Impact \u2013 cue ball&nbsp;smacks against solid green \u2013&nbsp;drops it in the hole,&nbsp;backspins toward the waiting yellow.&nbsp;What\u2019s not to love?&nbsp; Chalking the tip of the stick,&nbsp;gripping it tight but tender,lined up on the rail:&nbsp;eye, colors, the abyss.&nbsp;When is vision ever as unclogged?&nbsp;The point so obvious?&nbsp; The bartender, the drinkers,are oblivious.\u00a0Conversations, smoke,\u00a0\u00a0laughter, jukebox music,\u00a0have <a class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/15-1\/self-portrait\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":33,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"template-full-width.php","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-64","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/15-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/64","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/15-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/15-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/15-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/33"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/15-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=64"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/15-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/64\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":542,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/15-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/64\/revisions\/542"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/15-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=64"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}