fear

fear is so commonplace nowadays. 

it’s chaotic 

like a virus, it spreads from person to person, unchecked. 

some people succumb to  

the fear. 

let it rule their lives.  

let it dictate their moves. 

let it keep them quiet. 

sadness follows fear.  

follows like  

death follows life. 

and as i sit here,  

too awake at a time that is far too late, 

i swallow my tears and rub my eyes. 

fear has started to rule my life 

but despite me trying to push back,  

I recognize  

that it’s hard to feel worthwhile 

when  

fear 

sets 

in