I am not the exception

I am not the exception 

I will not hide 
I will not shrink 
so that it’s  
easier 
for you to swallow 
me 
to drink me down like a pill 
that sits like a lump in your throat 

I will not remain 
silent about 
who I am 
just because it’s 
not convenient 
for you 
I am not some 
trophy 
doll 
plaything 
that you can control anymore 
I will not 
submit 
I will not 
bow 
I will not 
You want me to 
be the sum 
of every lesson 
you’ve taught me 
but all you’ve  
done is make me 
feel like I  
am just an 
accumulation of every 
mistake that  
I’ve ever made 

You made me feel small 
but I am so much 
bigger than you 
ever allowed me  
to be 
just because it 
was easier to deal 
with me if you 
could just pick 
me up and put 
me away 
with all of your 
other trinkets 

You hated that 
I loved the color  
black 
but now you 
hate that I love 
the whole 
rainbow 

You cannot fix 
what is not 
broken 
there isn’t a  
Bible verse that 
could stop 
love 
for God loves 
me just as I am 
He doesn’t make mistakes 
so why would I be the exception?