The First Song of a Recluse

The First Song of a Recluse 

You speak in such 
foreign tongue that I get 
drowned  
just beneath the tip 
of your last word. 

Last night I sat by the seashore, 
swooned by the hush of water 
slipping off 
the floor of the sea. 
Do you snuggle your breath 
to little things 
when your heart slogs around? 
I leave with the thickness  
of your face filming 
behind my eyes, 
the rum for next morning’s whisper. 
I go with your words spreading 

too wide and not eating into meaning. 
I pile them on the palm of my thoughts. 
I peel them apart and show  
them to the sun 
peering headlong through the frosted 
glass of my window. 

I would nuzzle my nose 
in the air to gasp for Echo’s 
breath, to reverberate these last 
words stiff with puzzle. 
I’m in no hovel, my skin 
has known no decay, no wife 
of a god. 

Let the sun uncurl 
a full wrap of grief 
hidden at the back of your tongue 
when you whisper, all is okay

Let the echo of your furled 
kvetch never wait to get to the far  
                         corner  
of our lone nights 
where we sidle to escape  
terror  
forged by society.