Why did I rely on you so heavily…?
Why did I become a shadow of my own body?
Why did I fall for your foolish ways…?
Your foul plays…
Why did I make a mockery of myself…?
By thinking you’d catch me if I fall
Why did I hold my hand out?
Thinking you’d pick me back up
Why do I break with the thought of you on my mind?
You’re in my skin
Underneath my layers of skin
I can’t get you out
I’m not myself
You drained me of my own identity and
Injected self-doubt into my veins and body
Left me questioning my own sanity
Walking around so aimlessly
At war with my own body every day
Trying to remove your heavy words off my skin
My mental state has been shaken to its core
I’ve fallen to floor
I don’t even know who I am anymore