{"id":207,"date":"2020-11-18T01:06:06","date_gmt":"2020-11-18T01:06:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/english.illinoisstate.edu\/euphemism\/16-1\/?page_id=207"},"modified":"2020-11-20T00:06:45","modified_gmt":"2020-11-20T00:06:45","slug":"blaze","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/16-1\/poetry\/blaze\/","title":{"rendered":"Blaze"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">BLAZE&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A hook\u00a0<br>Latched onto my heart\u00a0\u00a0<br>And started pulling down\u00a0\u00a0<br>Down\u00a0down\u00a0\u00a0<br>Into my gut\u00a0\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I followed this hook down\u00a0\u00a0<br>The chain crafted\u00a0\u00a0<br>Securely made\u00a0\u00a0<br>Of injustice\u00a0\u00a0<br>Tyranny\u00a0\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Forged out of the fire\u00a0<br>In the souls of those\u00a0\u00a0<br>Oppressed\u00a0\u00a0<br>And beaten down\u00a0\u00a0<br>Into submission\u00a0\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The very people\u00a0\u00a0<br>Working in the heat\u00a0\u00a0<br>To make those chains\u00a0<br>The flames\u00a0\u00a0<br>Flicking their legs\u00a0\u00a0<br>And arms\u00a0\u00a0<br>Burning the hairs\u00a0\u00a0<br>Searing the very skin\u00a0\u00a0<br>That brought them there\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">They labor\u00a0\u00a0<br>While we sit pompous\u00a0\u00a0<br>Unafraid\u00a0\u00a0<br>Unaware\u00a0\u00a0<br>Unwilling\u00a0\u00a0<br>To change\u00a0\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The chain lead me down\u00a0\u00a0<br>To the pit in my stomach\u00a0<br>Filled with swirling darkness\u00a0\u00a0<br>And confusion\u00a0\u00a0<br>The pain they feel everyday\u00a0\u00a0<br>I feel just once\u00a0\u00a0<br>In a while\u00a0\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">For a while\u00a0\u00a0<br>It\u2019s easy to forget\u00a0\u00a0<br>Lucky as I am\u00a0\u00a0<br>As these terrors\u00a0\u00a0<br>Bring me no threat\u00a0\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I sit atop my privilege\u00a0\u00a0<br>Looking down\u00a0\u00a0<br>At the village\u00a0\u00a0<br>That built me up\u00a0\u00a0<br>Can I break it down?\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Slowly\u00a0\u00a0<br>I climb that chain\u00a0\u00a0<br>Back up to my heart\u00a0\u00a0<br>My muscles strain\u00a0\u00a0<br>Against the weight of my body\u00a0\u00a0<br>Heavy with systems\u00a0\u00a0<br>That have been ingrained\u00a0\u00a0<br>Into my being\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">On my journey\u00a0<br>Through gritted teeth\u00a0\u00a0<br>I find myself\u00a0\u00a0<br>Longing to carry others\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ones I\u2019ve shamed in my silence\u00a0\u00a0<br>Ones I could never imagine<br>Faces strained in pain\u00a0\u00a0<br>And anger and passion\u00a0\u00a0<br>Subtle frustrations\u00a0\u00a0<br>My brain can\u2019t fathom\u00a0<br>Lifting up those\u00a0\u00a0<br>Who may not need me\u00a0\u00a0<br>But I wish to carry\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">We journey to my heart\u00a0\u00a0<br>Where the forces of my thoughts\u00a0<br>Live and die in conflict\u00a0\u00a0<br>A battle continuing\u00a0\u00a0<br>And ever increasing\u00a0\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Guilt rules this battle field\u00a0\u00a0<br>But I will no longer succumb to it\u00a0\u00a0<br>I\u2019ll wield it as my weapon\u00a0\u00a0<br>To remind me\u00a0\u00a0<br>Of what I\u2019m lucky enough\u00a0\u00a0<br>To forget\u00a0\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I\u2019ll use my guilt\u00a0\u00a0<br>To keep the fire lit\u00a0\u00a0<br>In the place my soul sits\u00a0\u00a0<br>A fire kept ablaze\u00a0\u00a0<br>By people\u00a0\u00a0<br>Who were born\u00a0\u00a0<br>With it inside of them\u00a0\u00a0<br>Blazing\u00a0<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<div class=\"entry-summary\">\nBLAZE&nbsp; 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