Soggy Season

Kaylin Mahoney

 

Falling for you behind the sheets of our best friend’s fort,

You carried me home early on a November morning.

Kissing in the cold on the football field.

 

Loving you was like midnight on a foggy full moon Halloween

Too rare to run from your sweet seduction.

Strangers in costumes of lovers.

 

Grinning like a cheap decoration when strangers pass

Carving into your skin, ripping out pumpkin guts.

Setting me on fire to keep yourself warm.

 

Whispering lies into my tangled honeycomb hair

As we buried ourselves in graves of crunchy leaves

Turning me into your own corpse bride.

 

Screaming at me over spilled cider on the kitchen counter,

Grinding cinnamon sticks into my open scars.

Sipping your cocoa like nothing’s wrong.

 

Walking away feels like swimming through mud in Autumn.

Shake the worms out of your rain boots

and learn to live with that pumpkin pie pit

in the bottom of your stomach.