True Grit

Frank Modica

 

If I could walk far enough,

find an old growth forest,

I’d dig my fingers into virgin soil

 

under a luxuriant canopy,

take in the smells of mulching leaves,

feel the soothing breeze through the branches,

 

but I don’t have enough time for an expedition,

unread books pile up on a desk,

unanswered emails swell in my inbox,

 

and a cold front is coming soon.

Before the weather turns,

before my cell phone chimes,

 

before another Amazon package arrives,

I put on a jacket, lace up my shoes,

hike to a city park down the street.

 

Along an asphalt pathway

I caress blue joint grass

sweet flag, purple cone flowers––

 

all the nature

I can accommodate on my excursion,

but it never is enough.

 

I eat a small handful of dirt

to feel the grittiness on my tongue

before I spit out a few sharp stones.