Chest Pains

JLK

 

My heart aches

Feels like there is a hand in my chest

It snaked its way between my ribs and around my sternum

Palm wrapped around my heart

Squeezing, as the muscle bulges between the fingers

 

My chest hurts

The hand trying to take my heart from its cavity

Turning and twisting, trying to fit back between my ribs

Refusing to let go, the hand pulls and pulls

Pushing against the inside of its cage

 

I am afraid

One day the hand will grow strong enough and rip through my ribs

Scattering blood and bone

Leaving me to fall to my knees as an empty husk of what I once was

Unfeeling and alone

 

I am in pain

But at least I am not numb

At least I am not nothing

Yet.