JLK
I am shaking
My anxiety is overtaking me
Like waves crashing into a cliff side.
I am being beaten over
And over
And over
Again
By this monster that is my nerves.
It runs through my veins.
If I drain all my blood away, will it go away?
Is it in my hands?
Should I cut them off?
I hate it.
I can’t get over it.
I feel like I am a bomb ticking down
But the timer never hits 00:00.
I just keep ticking
And ticking
And ticking.
Someone needs to help me.
Someone needs to hurt me.
Someone needs to something me.
I don’t even know anymore.
This is killing me.
I am dying a horrible
Painful death.
Help me.
Halp me.
Something me.
ME.
HELP ME.