{"id":338,"date":"2021-04-14T01:50:16","date_gmt":"2021-04-14T01:50:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/english.illinoisstate.edu\/euphemism\/16-2\/?page_id=338"},"modified":"2021-05-02T11:21:49","modified_gmt":"2021-05-02T11:21:49","slug":"i-am-shaky","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/16-2\/i-am-shaky\/","title":{"rendered":"I Am Shaky"},"content":{"rendered":"\r\n<h5 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><strong><span style=\"font-size: 12pt;\">JLK<\/span><\/strong><\/h5>\r\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I am shaking<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">My anxiety is overtaking me<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">Like waves crashing into a cliff side.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I am being beaten over<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">And over<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">And over<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">Again<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">By this monster that is my nerves.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It runs through my veins.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">If I drain all my blood away, will it go away?<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">Is it in my hands?<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"padding-left: 120px;\">Should I cut them off?<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I hate it.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I can\u2019t get over it.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I feel like I am a bomb ticking down<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">But the timer never hits 00:00.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I just keep ticking<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">And ticking<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">And ticking.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Someone needs to help me.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Someone needs to hurt me.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Someone needs to something me.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">I don\u2019t even know anymore.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This is killing me.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I am dying a horrible<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"padding-left: 40px;\">Painful death.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Help me.<\/p>\r\n<p>Halp me.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Something me.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">ME.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">HELP ME.<\/p>\r\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>JLK &nbsp; I am shaking My anxiety is overtaking me Like waves crashing into a cliff side. I am being beaten over And over And over Again By this monster that is my nerves. It runs through my veins. If I drain all my blood away, will it go away? Is it in my hands?&hellip; <a class=\"continue\" href=\"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/16-2\/i-am-shaky\/\">Continue Reading I Am Shaky<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":44,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-338","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/16-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/338","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/16-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/16-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/16-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/44"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/16-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=338"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/16-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/338\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":984,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/16-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/338\/revisions\/984"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/16-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=338"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}