{"id":442,"date":"2021-04-14T20:47:46","date_gmt":"2021-04-14T20:47:46","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/english.illinoisstate.edu\/euphemism\/16-2\/?page_id=442"},"modified":"2021-04-29T00:19:50","modified_gmt":"2021-04-29T00:19:50","slug":"tuo-gnimoc","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/16-2\/tuo-gnimoc\/","title":{"rendered":"Tuo Gnimoc"},"content":{"rendered":"\r\n<h5 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><strong><span style=\"font-size: 12pt\">Kallias Caddel<\/span><\/strong><\/h5>\r\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It\u2019s not just boys.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ha.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That\u2019s the first time I\u2019ve ever written that out.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Samantha.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That was her name,<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The first girl that I ever loved.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Not the first girl that I ever kissed.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">No, there had been many, years before we met.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She was the only girl that knew how I felt.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She didn\u2019t balk from me.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She didn\u2019t even know that she was the first.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The only one.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I never told her.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I never will.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I haven&#8217;t even told myself.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">My family would disown me.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I should disown me.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">When will it be okay?<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">When will I be able to look in the mirror and say,<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cYep, i\u2019m gay.\u201d<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I love boys.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I love girls.<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I love everyone, everything,<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Except myself.<\/p>\r\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Kallias Caddel &nbsp; It\u2019s not just boys. Ha. That\u2019s the first time I\u2019ve ever written that out. Samantha. That was her name, The first girl that I ever loved. Not the first girl that I ever kissed. No, there had been many, years before we met. She was the only girl that knew how I&hellip; <a class=\"continue\" href=\"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/16-2\/tuo-gnimoc\/\">Continue Reading Tuo Gnimoc<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":45,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-442","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/16-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/442","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/16-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/16-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/16-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/45"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/16-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=442"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/16-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/442\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":912,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/16-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/442\/revisions\/912"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/16-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=442"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}