Back and Forth<\/p>\n
Forward and Reverse<\/p>\n
Ok you missed the spot just then<\/p>\n
It will be ok, Just start again<\/p>\n
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Pull up a little, stop, glance<\/p>\n
Back up a smidge, more, take a chance<\/p>\n
Ok stop, breathe, start again<\/p>\n
There is no rush, you\u2019re only meeting friends<\/p>\n
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Why do you need to make everything be so hard<\/p>\n
Do you want someone to hold your hand through everything? A lifeguard?<\/p>\n
Maybe if you look at this through a new perspective,<\/p>\n
You\u2019ll get a new directive<\/p>\n
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I always feel paralyzed<\/p>\n
And when I don\u2019t I feel like an imposter, always disguised<\/p>\n
I just want to be able to breathe without this pressure in my lungs<\/p>\n
My brain is always so scattered, always leaving crumbs<\/p>\n
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You could always ask for help<\/p>\n
Mmmmmmmhhhhh no I think i\u2019ll kill myself<\/p>\n
Ok woah stop, rest, this is a minor inconvenience at best<\/p>\n
No one\u2019s quizzing you, this isn\u2019t a test<\/p>\n
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Oh you, always so dramatic<\/p>\n
At least it\u2019s only an automatic<\/p>\n
Pull forward, go back<\/p>\n
No I can\u2019t do it, I can\u2019t relax<\/p>\n
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This isn\u2019t the last day you\u2019ll have to start<\/p>\n
One day you\u2019ll finally learn to fucking parallel park<\/p>\n
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Nana Dickson Back and Forth Forward and Reverse Ok you missed the spot just then It will be ok, Just start again Pull up a little, stop, glance Back up a smidge, more, take a chance Ok stop, breathe, start again There is no rush, you\u2019re only meeting friends Why do you need… <\/p>\n