I have a special interest in telling about my colonoscopy.<\/p>\n
The doc cheerful, secure in his specialty, colon cancer being<\/p>\n
the second leading cause of cancer death after lung tumors.<\/p>\n
They can snip the precancerous polyps right out of you during the test.<\/p>\n
At first the doc gave me the statistics but having paid 25 bucks for this interview<\/p>\n
I decided to make him explain the science. He was most comfortable<\/p>\n
describing the physical architecture of adenomatous v. hyperplastic polyps<\/p>\n
but what about cell structure I said. He was vague about genes and hormones,<\/p>\n
I could have been chatting with an Electrolux salesman.<\/p>\n
I wasn\u2019t worried although my ass has been burning.<\/p>\n
Everybody dies, everybody, even Whitman and Emerson, so I browse models<\/p>\n
for dying\u2014<\/p>\n
mine are middlebrow, saddlebow\u2014John Wayne in The Shootist, Paul Newman<\/p>\n
in Hombre\u2014or hagiography<\/p>\n
Plath her head stuck in an oven, Hemingway who ate his shotgun.<\/p>\n
Anyway I was upbeat flirting with the nurse, a muse who has seen it all before,<\/p>\n
acting tough, which isn\u2019t actually an act<\/p>\n
you do your prep and say your prayers.<\/p>\n
I thought I\u2019d be in and out butt as you probably already know<\/p>\n
the prep for this procedure is worthy of Gandhi. A day of fasting,<\/p>\n
clear fluids only, and constant voiding.<\/p>\n
You arrive at the hospital one spiritual chicken.<\/p>\n
I thought it can\u2019t hurt, lose a little weight, remember who you were<\/p>\n
without so much shit and flesh between you and the natural world.<\/p>\n
Snipping polyps is like taking electrons to a lower quantum energy level, nearer<\/p>\n
the nucleus, with fasting and sexual abstinence.<\/p>\n
The art of total presence and abstinence, dependence on the Other for future<\/p>\n
existence.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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