{"id":509,"date":"2022-04-15T22:16:11","date_gmt":"2022-04-15T22:16:11","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/english.illinoisstate.edu\/euphemism\/17-2\/?page_id=509"},"modified":"2022-04-25T05:12:04","modified_gmt":"2022-04-25T05:12:04","slug":"domination","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/17-2\/poetry\/domination\/","title":{"rendered":"domination"},"content":{"rendered":"<h5>Charlotte Steiger<\/h5>\n<p>everyday feels like yesterday<\/p>\n<p>watching myself<br \/>\ngrasping for control<br \/>\nconsciousness regained by the power of my own will<\/p>\n<p>dependency runs dependent on a source<br \/>\non a body without a brain<br \/>\na mind<br \/>\na soul<\/p>\n<p>when are you going to tell her you\u2019re back<\/p>\n<p>the pressure rises<br \/>\norchestrating myself back within.<br \/>\nthe sound of my heart tunnels-<br \/>\nwe\u2019re already falling behind<\/p>\n<p>the evolution of my confusion ensues<br \/>\nfrustration without resolvement<br \/>\ni find myself yearning for something i already have<\/p>\n<p>it\u2019s you<br \/>\nit\u2019s always been you<\/p>\n<p>with you it\u2019s like i\u2019m settling<br \/>\nin the midst of my own disintegration<br \/>\ni convince myself you\u2019re not there anymore<\/p>\n<p>look what you\u2019ve done to me.<\/p>\n<p>for everyday i choose patience<br \/>\ncomes another day where i struggle to avoid my own demise<\/p>\n<p>and without a moment\u2019s intermission<br \/>\ni\u2019m back where i first started<\/p>\n<p>where everyday feels like yesterday<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Charlotte Steiger everyday feels like yesterday watching myself grasping for control consciousness regained by the power of my own will dependency runs dependent on a source on a body without a brain a mind a soul when are you going to tell her you\u2019re back the pressure rises orchestrating myself back within. the sound of [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":55,"featured_media":0,"parent":17,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-509","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry","clear"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/17-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/509","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/17-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/17-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/17-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/55"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/17-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=509"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/17-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/509\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":510,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/17-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/509\/revisions\/510"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/17-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/17"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/17-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=509"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}