{"id":548,"date":"2022-11-17T18:20:44","date_gmt":"2022-11-17T18:20:44","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/english.illinoisstate.edu\/euphemism\/18-1\/?page_id=548"},"modified":"2022-11-17T18:20:44","modified_gmt":"2022-11-17T18:20:44","slug":"supreme-court-6-24-2022","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/18-1\/poetry\/supreme-court-6-24-2022\/","title":{"rendered":"Supreme Court (6\/24\/2022)"},"content":{"rendered":"<h5>Tessa Renken<\/h5>\n<p>I am tired of needing to allow myself time to mourn.<\/p>\n<p>I do not wish to mourn.<\/p>\n<p>I want to scream<\/p>\n<p>yell<\/p>\n<p>tear<\/p>\n<p>cut<\/p>\n<p>split<\/p>\n<p>spit<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>crumple.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Be done.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>At a certain point<\/p>\n<p>mourning becomes nothing.<\/p>\n<p>I have mourned too much.<\/p>\n<p>There is no sense of<\/p>\n<p>clarity<\/p>\n<p>acceptance<\/p>\n<p>passage.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Only<\/p>\n<p>crying<\/p>\n<p>draining<\/p>\n<p>disappointment<\/p>\n<p>numbing<\/p>\n<p>bottling<\/p>\n<p>forcing<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>expecting<\/p>\n<p>nothing.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>One cannot move past what they know will happen again.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Tessa Renken I am tired of needing to allow myself time to mourn. I do not wish to mourn. I want to scream yell tear cut split spit &nbsp; crumple. &nbsp; Be done. &nbsp; At a certain point mourning becomes nothing. I have mourned too much. There is no sense of clarity acceptance passage. &nbsp; Only crying draining disappointment numbing bottling forcing &nbsp; expecting nothing. &nbsp; One cannot move past what they know will happen again.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":59,"featured_media":0,"parent":32,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-548","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/18-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/548","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/18-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/18-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/18-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/59"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/18-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=548"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/18-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/548\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":549,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/18-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/548\/revisions\/549"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/18-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/32"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/18-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=548"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}