{"id":314,"date":"2023-04-25T00:13:12","date_gmt":"2023-04-25T00:13:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/english.illinoisstate.edu\/euphemism\/18-2\/?page_id=314"},"modified":"2023-04-29T23:19:43","modified_gmt":"2023-04-29T23:19:43","slug":"ape-index","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/18-2\/poetry\/ape-index\/","title":{"rendered":"Ape Index"},"content":{"rendered":"<h5><span data-sheets-value=\"{&quot;1&quot;:2,&quot;2&quot;:&quot;Maia Huddleston&quot;}\" data-sheets-userformat=\"{&quot;2&quot;:575,&quot;3&quot;:{&quot;1&quot;:0},&quot;4&quot;:{&quot;1&quot;:2,&quot;2&quot;:10667209},&quot;5&quot;:{&quot;1&quot;:[{&quot;1&quot;:2,&quot;2&quot;:0,&quot;5&quot;:{&quot;1&quot;:2,&quot;2&quot;:0}},{&quot;1&quot;:0,&quot;2&quot;:0,&quot;3&quot;:3},{&quot;1&quot;:1,&quot;2&quot;:0,&quot;4&quot;:1}]},&quot;6&quot;:{&quot;1&quot;:[{&quot;1&quot;:2,&quot;2&quot;:0,&quot;5&quot;:{&quot;1&quot;:2,&quot;2&quot;:0}},{&quot;1&quot;:0,&quot;2&quot;:0,&quot;3&quot;:3},{&quot;1&quot;:1,&quot;2&quot;:0,&quot;4&quot;:1}]},&quot;7&quot;:{&quot;1&quot;:[{&quot;1&quot;:2,&quot;2&quot;:0,&quot;5&quot;:{&quot;1&quot;:2,&quot;2&quot;:0}},{&quot;1&quot;:0,&quot;2&quot;:0,&quot;3&quot;:3},{&quot;1&quot;:1,&quot;2&quot;:0,&quot;4&quot;:1}]},&quot;8&quot;:{&quot;1&quot;:[{&quot;1&quot;:2,&quot;2&quot;:0,&quot;5&quot;:{&quot;1&quot;:2,&quot;2&quot;:0}},{&quot;1&quot;:0,&quot;2&quot;:0,&quot;3&quot;:3},{&quot;1&quot;:1,&quot;2&quot;:0,&quot;4&quot;:1}]},&quot;12&quot;:0}\">Maia Huddleston<\/span><\/h5>\n<p>each time i cross the parking lot: mourning the smell of piss and beer from beneath your chin where the<br \/>\nstubble scratched my lips<\/p>\n<p>pawing through photographs of the plants we bought together, still rotting in your kitchen, shedding<br \/>\nremains on the marble countertops<\/p>\n<p>when, the last time we saw each other, i bought us dinner with my $24 paycheck. and you let me<\/p>\n<p><em>just don\u2019t be poor<\/em>, you said<\/p>\n<p>the handheld shower wand laughed down at me from its throne above the spout,<br \/>\na routine i thought was sacred<\/p>\n<p>then, curled up in bed while my hair soaked your pillowcase:<br \/>\ni let you take a part of me i never thought i\u2019d share<\/p>\n<p>still, i wish i had said goodbye to that clingy mutt you worshipped. who watched me leave through the<br \/>\nglass door for the last time<\/p>\n<p>did you know, then? how big the space between your fingertips<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Maia Huddleston each time i cross the parking lot: mourning the smell of piss and beer from beneath your chin where the stubble scratched my lips pawing through photographs of the plants we bought together, still rotting in your kitchen, shedding remains on the marble countertops when, the last time we saw each other, i <a class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/18-2\/poetry\/ape-index\/\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":66,"featured_media":0,"parent":27,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-314","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/18-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/314","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/18-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/18-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/18-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/66"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/18-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=314"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/18-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/314\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":681,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/18-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/314\/revisions\/681"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/18-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/27"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/18-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=314"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}