Regarding that which I cannot

Reid Wells

The hands, I think, will be the death of me

Round and

‘round my neck

 

My body aches for the familiar

But they pull me into a rhythm

 

I pull back

desperate to keep

things which cannot be owned

Artless fingers pawing

for an incorporeality

 

Sand glides unbiddenly between my fingers

yet sticks impudently between my toes

 

Echoes of ere

restrain me

but anchor me

Who am I without the doom box I carry ‘round like a handbag in my pocket

…my pocket

I fear too many pebbles have already fallen out

 

I now mourn birds that have yet flown

Bile rises up in my throat

turning all sugar

bittersweet

 

When did I last eat?