Clarinet

John Grey

Cylindrical tube and a flared bell –

I have my eye on you and my ear too.

You’re propagating sound waves

at the same time as you force your way

into the mouth of some sad looking bearded guy

with his back against the wall of an apartment building

and a cap at his feet, home of a paltry half-dozen coins.

He must be your trained monkey.

 

You need his air to wake up your reed

and his fingers for the right pitch and tone –

and his shamelessness of course,

for you’re too sweet to beg,

too melodic for charity –

but he has bad teeth, unruly hair,

baggy pants with string for a belt

and the parched look of someone

who can really use the money.

 

You flaunt your pedigree –

Sidney Bechet, Benny Goodman, Artie Shaw.

Sure, they were human too

but you regard them as almost your equal.

Not this bum though.

Without you, he’d be sifting through trashcans.

 

I drop a dollar note into that cap.

He nods a “thank you.”

Your pride plays on.