{"id":249,"date":"2023-12-06T01:56:36","date_gmt":"2023-12-06T01:56:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/english.illinoisstate.edu\/euphemism\/19-1\/?page_id=249"},"modified":"2023-12-06T01:58:22","modified_gmt":"2023-12-06T01:58:22","slug":"regarding-that-which-i-cannot","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-1\/poetry\/regarding-that-which-i-cannot\/","title":{"rendered":"Regarding that which I cannot"},"content":{"rendered":"<h5>Reid Wells<\/h5>\n<p>The hands, I think, will be the death of me<\/p>\n<p>Round and<\/p>\n<p>\u2018round my neck<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>My body aches for the familiar<\/p>\n<p>But they pull me into a rhythm<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I pull back<\/p>\n<p>desperate to keep<\/p>\n<p>things which cannot be owned<\/p>\n<p>Artless fingers pawing<\/p>\n<p>for an incorporeality<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Sand glides unbiddenly between my fingers<\/p>\n<p>yet sticks <em>impudently<\/em> between my toes<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Echoes of ere<\/p>\n<p>restrain me<\/p>\n<p>but anchor me<\/p>\n<p>Who am I without the doom box I carry \u2018round like a handbag in my pocket<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;my pocket<\/p>\n<p>I fear too many pebbles have already fallen out<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I now mourn birds that have yet flown<\/p>\n<p>Bile rises up in my throat<\/p>\n<p>turning all sugar<\/p>\n<p>bittersweet<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>When did I last eat?<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Reid Wells The hands, I think, will be the death of me Round and \u2018round my neck &nbsp; My body aches for the familiar But they pull me into a rhythm &nbsp; I pull back desperate to keep things which cannot be owned Artless fingers pawing for an incorporeality &nbsp; Sand glides unbiddenly between my &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-1\/poetry\/regarding-that-which-i-cannot\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Regarding that which I cannot&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":64,"featured_media":0,"parent":11,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-249","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/249","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/64"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=249"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/249\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":250,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/249\/revisions\/250"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/11"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=249"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}