{"id":253,"date":"2023-12-06T02:02:19","date_gmt":"2023-12-06T02:02:19","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/english.illinoisstate.edu\/euphemism\/19-1\/?page_id=253"},"modified":"2023-12-06T02:02:25","modified_gmt":"2023-12-06T02:02:25","slug":"just-a-lizard-at-heart","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-1\/poetry\/just-a-lizard-at-heart\/","title":{"rendered":"Just a lizard at heart"},"content":{"rendered":"<h5>Reid Wells<\/h5>\n<p>Why is my meaning<\/p>\n<p>So painfully obvious<\/p>\n<p>To everyone except me<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019ll never be mysterious<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I don\u2019t want to be!<\/p>\n<p>Rather be misunderstood on my own term<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I am an opened-mouth-secret<\/p>\n<p>And my depths are profound<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;not intellectual<\/p>\n<p>Just,<\/p>\n<p>Like a cube has many faces<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The merging is painful<\/p>\n<p>Shaving down the edges<\/p>\n<p>Borders grown of shame<\/p>\n<p>Inside becomes out<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I pursue it in earnest<\/p>\n<p>I give up the comfort to become honest<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>What funny little shells we wear and adorn with lies<\/p>\n<p>As if they cannot see the crooked way we lurch<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I ought to become like a chameleon<\/p>\n<p>Go read a fucking saurology book then get back to me on that<\/p>\n<p>Maybe I\u2019m just a lizard at heart<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Reid Wells Why is my meaning So painfully obvious To everyone except me I\u2019ll never be mysterious &nbsp; I don\u2019t want to be! Rather be misunderstood on my own term &nbsp; I am an opened-mouth-secret And my depths are profound &nbsp; &#8211;not intellectual Just, Like a cube has many faces &nbsp; The merging is painful &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-1\/poetry\/just-a-lizard-at-heart\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Just a lizard at heart&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":64,"featured_media":0,"parent":11,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-253","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/253","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/64"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=253"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/253\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":254,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/253\/revisions\/254"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/11"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=253"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}