{"id":173,"date":"2024-04-18T23:57:57","date_gmt":"2024-04-18T23:57:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-2\/?page_id=173"},"modified":"2024-05-02T18:20:49","modified_gmt":"2024-05-02T18:20:49","slug":"an-epistle-to-the-holy-ghost","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-2\/poetry\/an-epistle-to-the-holy-ghost\/","title":{"rendered":"An Epistle to the Holy Ghost"},"content":{"rendered":"<h5>Somoshree Palit<\/h5>\n<p>You say your hands are broken and coarse<br \/>\nYour voice, though sweet, is rough.<br \/>\nThat decades of your songs are hoarse,<br \/>\nTell me, haven&#8217;t you given enough?<\/p>\n<p>Giver of life, grant me a love<br \/>\nLike oranges ripe in the Valencian sun;<br \/>\nSinner in my arms, sinner above,<br \/>\nI&#8217;ll leave you hungry, leave me undone.<\/p>\n<p>I see purple wisterias above your head<br \/>\nLike long dead deities used to wear.<br \/>\nA fit crown for the gods, I think,<br \/>\nA fit piety for me to bear.<\/p>\n<p>I knew you in those ruthless days<br \/>\nOf stained mouth in maddened Crete,<br \/>\nIn every verse of Attic plays<br \/>\nI knew the taste of your tired feet.<\/p>\n<p>Like the wintry breeze of sudden south,<br \/>\nAn apostate I was at a heathen door.<br \/>\nAll that was wine I drank from your mouth<br \/>\nI ate and ate and I wanted more.<\/p>\n<p>I wish to love like spinners do \u2013<br \/>\nThey lick the threads to paint their skies,<br \/>\nI&#8217;d lick your ankles as a rite of church<br \/>\nAnd the yoke of creation on your thighs.<\/p>\n<p>A holy crusade to your name my love,<br \/>\nA thousand whips and I&#8217;ll remain your hound,<br \/>\nI&#8217;ll sing for you with bloodied feet<br \/>\nAcross the bloodied ground.<\/p>\n<p>I know the wealth of bread and wine,<br \/>\nI see Hunger in every ghost I meet,<br \/>\nI tell them my second poem was &#8216;Mine&#8217;<br \/>\nAnd my first ever was &#8216;I want to eat&#8217;.<\/p>\n<p>Rotten, rotten, corrupted hands;<br \/>\nWith what eyes shall I behold but you?<br \/>\nThey&#8217;re dolled up saints for a share in your lands \u2013<br \/>\n<em>I burn countless Romes for a taste of you.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>I could never be your saint and yet<br \/>\nBetween your name and prayer I&#8217;d not choose.<br \/>\nTell me, God, what prayers you hear,<br \/>\nWhich do you grant, and which refuse?<\/p>\n<p>You came over me like a holy rite \u2013<br \/>\nMy mouth is scarred with rhyme.<br \/>\nIf you&#8217;d eat me whole leave out my throat \u2013<br \/>\nI&#8217;d chant your name one last time.<\/p>\n<p>I wish I could love you like a homeland,<br \/>\nMy jaws on the ground and reeling of sod,<br \/>\nA smile to the worms that feed in the sand \u2013<br \/>\nA tongue full of desire, <em>a mouthful of god<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>God I sat you on my trembling lap,<br \/>\nMy sabbath in the cologne you wore,<br \/>\nThey&#8217;d read you psalms in hallowed halls,<br \/>\nI&#8217;ll read you on my bedroom floor.<\/p>\n<p>Tonight I joined the cults of search<br \/>\nWith forgiven names etched on stones.<br \/>\nThe baroque arch of that ancient church<br \/>\nLooked a lot like your collarbones.<\/p>\n<p>Would I be a sinner if I loved you so?<br \/>\nThey&#8217;d hate my piety as a harlot&#8217;s fraud.<br \/>\nWould they raise a tower for this devious girl,<br \/>\nOr a six yard pit for this fallen god?<\/p>\n<p>When a piece of bread won&#8217;t fill my mouth<br \/>\nI would eat the church. For whom will you wait?<br \/>\nThe ones with the cross on ivory robes or,<br \/>\n<em>The one with the crucifix on her dinner plate?<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Somoshree Palit You say your hands are broken and coarse Your voice, though sweet, is rough. That decades of your songs are hoarse, Tell me, haven&#8217;t you given enough? Giver of life, grant me a love Like oranges ripe in the Valencian sun; Sinner in my arms, sinner above, I&#8217;ll leave you hungry, leave me&hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"toivo-read-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-2\/poetry\/an-epistle-to-the-holy-ghost\/\" class=\"more-link\">Read more <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">An Epistle to the Holy Ghost<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":76,"featured_media":0,"parent":42,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-173","page","type-page","status-publish","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/173","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/76"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=173"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/173\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":445,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/173\/revisions\/445"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/42"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/euphemism.illinoisstate.edu\/19-2\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=173"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}