The Battery Comes Inside the Film, Isn’t that Neat?
Bradlee Thomas
Take a Polaroid camera out
because I want to have tangible evidence
and watch as the motors roll it out
and then I’ll take it from underneath the shade slip
and promptly place it in my back pocket.
I want an instant photo
not in an attempt
to gain back lacked time.
I want an instant photo
because I want a chemical reaction
outside of my body
or a lithium-ion battery
that will die in 3 years.
The most tangible thing that it will ever do
is push your touchscreen from its chassis
which is kind of interesting
until you remember it’s a fire hazard.
Instead of a balloon battery,
I really want to buy a special case
and want it slip into its grooves
before I close it from the bottom up.
I want a Polaroid
because I only have 8 shots a pop
and when the flash triggers
and the film is blasted
with this map of depth
to be taken one dimensional plane lower
boarded in white
everything becomes perfect
because none of it can be.
Maybe we could pool our money
to buy a tripod?
I thought that we could screw it stable on top
and we could use our front-facing camera
to look through the viewfinder
and frame ourselves the best we can.
It seems a little bleak,
but I’ve always liked to work with what I’ve got.
I want the chemicals to catch
the pink of my cheeks
while we thank the new cameras
for adding timers.
The first 3 flashes are me running back to you.
The 4th flash is when I settle into your fingers.
The 5th flash, you put your hand in my back pocket.
The 6th flash, I think about the price of this shoot.
The 7th is when I think about how there’s easier film to work with.
During the 8th, I think about how lovely it is
to have a 3.1 in x 3.1 in piece of us
and then remember
I’ll have to switch my film pack out
to get the 9th shot,
but there’s still 1 flash left
so that’s for a little later.
The 10th flash freezes in time
the moment when I realized
what this is all about.
With your hand still in my pocket,
there will now be 2 chemical reactions
instead of just the one exposure.
