Renée

Mark Katrinak

We didn’t make it very far. From the first scene—white magnolias

late to bloom, the fairways with a hint of burn, a wayward shot off

the second tee—you knew you were out of bounds. How many

penalty strokes can one accrue and still remain in game? That last

shot—inevitable where it came to stop—unplayable lie. Cicadas were

starting up their chain saws. “Don’t call me; I’ll call you. You know

the alternative.” I watched the sparrows depart abruptly from the trees:

an Aves instinct, a soundless call only flying vertebrates can hear. I

came to you conversely: a shadowed life, walking unknowingly toward

your corner. Decades later I still see those trees’ leaves shaking with-

out any sign of the wind. Magnolias drop their flowers which wind

disperses amongst the maples, evergreens. Along the boulevard, drivers

in a hurry disregard the caution lights.