To Die For

James B. Nicola

 

I don’t recall precisely what they did

to make me feel unwelcome suddenly

but do recall the moment when they changed

and the few things I said they didn’t know

before. The tiny mom-and-pop restaurant

had only two or three tables. The guy

who owned the motel where I was staying

told me their fried chicken was to die for,

just tell them he sent me. Late afternoon.

I was the only customer. Beneath

the picture window, a wide shelf with things

to read. Old magazines, pamphlets, and two

Bibles. No, three. The restaurant was like

a porch-extension or greenhouse converted.

You saw into their television room.

In other words, designed so mom and dad

could go back and forth, home to work to home.

So, very homey eaterie. We got

to chatting about religion. Their three

Bibles suggested they’d be quite aware

of rankling contradictions in the texts.

John-Paul II had long since attended shul

to honor Jews, “the elders of our Church,”

he said. I made no bones about the Church

arising out of Judaism since,

after all, Jesus was a Jew. They had

not heard this fact before, while at the age

of five and six I started learning stuff

like this in Catechism: the Messiah

being of course a Jewish prophecy

(which I found out at my first Alleluia

Chorus sing-along, the finale

of Handel’s oratorio Messiah).

Passover week’s the same in both faiths, so

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[“To Die,” 2/2, stanza continues]

 

The Last Supper, a Thursday, was a Seder.

Interesting stuff, if interested.

I shared these tidbits I had learned about

the circumstances of a couple thousand

years back with a sense of joy, the joy

I feel whenever I learn something new,

especially about the Old and New

Testaments, the Apocrypha, the Dead

Sea Scrolls, at last translated and on-line

for all to read. Then like a lion’s jaw

opening suddenly, for the first time

in my life I feared for my life, said thanks,

and beat a hasty retreat outathere,

losing the whole meal in the parking lot

before I reached my car. Though this detail

might be a piece of fiction for effect.

Poetic license. But it might not be.