Drawing a circle of chalk
on the ground,
a young boy
then sits down inside it.
The story we knew of my father –
his simple solution
when the teachers insisted
he go out and play.
A rope lasso turns in the air
then settles in the dirt
of the Colorado high plateau.
My cowgirl mother,
steps into the middle and stops.
Now, late last night, walking home
in the winter cold of this Chinese city
there are flares of light ahead.
As I draw near
they grow into flames.
Out of the darkness
a few shadows silently
bend to the sidewalk,
draw a chalk circle,
then light a small fire.
They blaze quickly
but die quickly too.
Further ahead,
more shadows step forward,
draw circles, light fires.
I look down as I pass
and see many dozens
of circles and ash
already burned.
On every sidewalk.
block after block,
the sidewalks are covered
with them.
Up ahead –
Shadows
Circles
Fires.
Tonight is the start of winter,
and it’s believed that the Dead
will need money, food, clothing
to keep them through the long cold.
The Living burn fires
in this world
to warm and provide for the dead in theirs.
Paper effigies of comfort
transformed in flames.
I sit this evening
with scissors and paper.
I have no plan or pattern.
I think my father would like his piano.
At this point I think my mother would probably
like a few good books.
I’m not so sure about the chess set –
it’s mine now fair and square.
Mostly I try to make warm clothes,
although I have no skill at this.
I am so very sorry everyone.
I did not know.
I did not mean to leave you cold.