by Kathryn Del Rosario
#One. Certainty.
I know exactly where I am heading, and I am on my way to it.
I know everything I want and I am going to attain it.
No way to change my mind and no way this won’t be done.
My eyes are set. My heart is certain. and My mind is focus.
#Two. Confusion.
I started questioning my plans then later on myself.
The things I seemed to know best, slowly faded away.
I started wondering if it is worth it. Maybe it is. Maybe it is not.
Unsettled heart. Uneasy mind. Sleepless nights.
#Three. Fall.
My heart needs to be set free from what I thought was home.
My mind needs to be put to ease, and so as my soul.
But they would talk.Judge. They won’t understand.
They see it as weakness. I see it as bravery.
# Four. Rise.
I let loose anyway. Slowly. But I got there.
New path. New bravery. New trials.
Success doesn’t come easy. And neither are their approvals.
The difference? One is necessary and the other is not. I have decided.
The Cycle,
Just when I thought it is over. Life had to press Restart. Again.