french toast

by Nick Roberts

christmas mornings in the 2000’s meant 
waking up with my sister & 
going to open presents it was so  
simple back then & my dad would 
make french toast 
i look back on photos in books full of  
jumping in leaf piles birthdays with 
pumpkin pie instead of cake me 
holding my sister going down waterslides that one time i 
flipped off the tube & sunk down to the  
bottom of the pool while i was down there i 
tasted french toast in my cheeks i  
bit them till the red syrup streamed through my  
teeth turning the chlorine into strawberry milk 
living in the farmhouse meant 
power flickering in january every year lighting 
candles no furnace no heat so blankets & huddling together 
i remember driving to school & my car shutting off 
being stuck on the side of the road 
i remember dancing front & center on a wooden stage i 
remember going to college & falling in love  
for real the first time i 
remember certain things but not 
everything because  
everything was so simple back then when  
my dad would make 
french toast