Lake Mattson
I took it all in amazed at the efficiency and care by which she ripped you apart fully deserved – you had hurt all of us in some way
A woman knew who she was so you shifted in your seat watching for signs of weakness
Tell us that you changed so I can tell the people I actually like why I’m still afraid of you
I’ve felt you before, it wasn’t your body but I’ve felt you, leaving a stain on others because you couldn’t be bothered to take a fucking bath
All the more painful knowing it couldn’t be your fault, cause and effect cause and effect brought us here many times, wondering what I could have done
So quick to blame myself and yet impossible to blame others
Selfish really, I’m no different
and yet I have to live with me the longest how can I not grow tired,
I see the faults that escape others, I feel the changes
I see me in you
I’ve been you enough times to know you’re wrong