Artist Statement: Beyond the mechanical constraints of rhyme’s reasons and rhythm’s oftentimes obsolete obstacles, there is a region of pure experience where companion seekers of The Light congregate. There, they suddenly find out that words—at least our old words— are not enough to project what lies beyond night and day, beyond hope and fear, beyond peace and war; beyond the many binary pairs that hold us earthlings in perpetual thrall. A poet’s lifetime burden, and the culmination of his art, it seems to me, is to find the quintessential form of expression that articulates the throbbing newness of the regions beyond our arid categorizations. My own poetry, until now, has straddled the dual boundaries of loss and gain, of hope and despair, of night and day; but its ultimate vision is to transcend them all and embrace what lies beyond these ephemeral categories. Following that, “Circle of Life,” “A Dirge Too Soon,” and “A Farewell and a Defiance” may be read not simply as explorations of the contradictory binaries of the contemporary physical world as we know it, but more importantly as baby steps on the stairway towards transcending all that which holds the human ideal in bondage. All three poems are related to death, and oppose the life-wish to it, but collectively, they are also the “burning prodding bother” that seeks to tickle the navel of a realm beyond all that we currently know, or are content to limit our discourses to.
for Hawa Yakubu, and all the Heroines Who Go Too Soon
I
Slowly... slowly
Slowly we will get there,
Slowly we will get there,
Slowly,
Slowly,
Slowly,...
The snail may fly ahead of us,
And the tortoise dare bait our will to run
But even if we fall by the wayside—
Slowly,
Slowly,
Slowly,
Slowly we will get there!
In the stillness of the ancestral dome
They must hear your footsteps coming through
The watches will report it all:
This wisdom of God that approves the sight
Of you tracing your abrupt steps back home
Slowly,
Slowly,
Slowly,
II
In the storeroom of eternal memory
Other ages bawl other myriad pains across:
Of songs that stuck in throats on the verge of the celebratory time
Of harvests ripped apart on midnights before the great day
Of barn-houses raped by conflagrations of treachery
Of the many other mis-acts of old stern reaper
But—
III
Slowly,...
Slowly,...
Slowly,...
We'll yet find time to remember
You too were somebody's daughter
Clots of blood transformed into the miracle of flesh
Tears of life made real in pain
Fears of despair made real in hope
Songs of praise sung unheard to the soul
For,
Slowly we must get there,
Slowly we must get there,
Slowly,
S-lo-w-l-y
S..l..o..w..l..y
Postscript:
Love,
From me to you
On a journey so long
And a dirge this soon.
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