Artist Statement: Beyond the mechanical constraints of rhyme’s reasons and rhythm’s oftentimes obsolete obstacles, there is a region of pure experience where companion seekers of The Light congregate. There, they suddenly find out that words—at least our old words— are not enough to project what lies beyond night and day, beyond hope and fear, beyond peace and war; beyond the many binary pairs that hold us earthlings in perpetual thrall. A poet’s lifetime burden, and the culmination of his art, it seems to me, is to find the quintessential form of expression that articulates the throbbing newness of the regions beyond our arid categorizations. My own poetry, until now, has straddled the dual boundaries of loss and gain, of hope and despair, of night and day; but its ultimate vision is to transcend them all and embrace what lies beyond these ephemeral categories. Following that, “Circle of Life,” “A Dirge Too Soon,” and “A Farewell and a Defiance” may be read not simply as explorations of the contradictory binaries of the contemporary physical world as we know it, but more importantly as baby steps on the stairway towards transcending all that which holds the human ideal in bondage. All three poems are related to death, and oppose the life-wish to it, but collectively, they are also the “burning prodding bother” that seeks to tickle the navel of a realm beyond all that we currently know, or are content to limit our discourses to.
for Linda, for Atiabah
The Farewell
There are songs so deep
That try the human heart
There are fears so foul
That set the soul afire
Tonight, I must sing one such song
Tonight, in the company of a thousand torturing thoughts
I must yet again make meaning of the chaos of new beginnings…
But parting, for you and I
Need not be the disquieting call
That brings distress home to roost…
Parting, in our unique case
Must not tease
Treasured, delicate memories
Into the vulgar marketplace
For chroniclers of woe to record
Ours, my dear
Is that transient interlude
That gives us time
To savor the sweetness of the past
And sample the future's beckoning joys
So, let this passing vision
Mute your incipient doubts
And serenade your heavy eyes
Into the happy valley
Of the emerging DREAMWORLD.
The Defiance
Let the flitting images pass
Let the dangling dazzles daze
Let the tingling tangos tear
Let the snoring masses sneer…
But let this song of midnight
Release in you, in your heart;
A new resolve for life….
Let the jarring joints jeer
Let the dizzying doses dance
Let our new dawn hopes hurt
Let the sun desires of youth yawn
Let us mourn the dire death of the other
But let this, my song
Be a kiss, a searing fire-feeling
A burning prodding bother- on your lips
Let it lure the sleep out of your eyes
Let it hurt the acceptance out of your sigh
Oh, let it raise
Let it raise death song-war song
Let it raise- oh let it raise
New desire, new embrace-image
Of fear-hope, fatal-fervor
(Even if the needling needs near)
And allow the blue-bird song to burst
Just allow the blue bird song to burst!!
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